Does it take a special kind of feeling to realize you are in love? Well my answer will be no. Feelings does not require realization all they require is just a moment in which you could feel that only feeling you ever wanted to feel (oh…yes its complicated). In practicality we can’t lean upon signals like- slow breeze brushing around your hairs, Lighting or thunder in the sky, rain all of sudden or any other sign which our heart perpetually wants to believe but it really doesn’t exist.
Our daily mundane life does not support too much fiction. In life of dust and dirt, profits and losses, sales and marketing, bearish and bullish… Love is either in bed or bullshit. What we denote bookish love “true romancing” guess does not exist anymore, All it happens sometimes when you have time either in some coffee shop waiting for your client, a silent ride on a metro while you are alone in the middle of crowd, driving alone your way back to home in your car, listening a song somewhere which reminds you of them and those special moments with them. That’s it, rest is still caught in as a layer of jam in between the bread and butter of life. But yes you do realize love around you when you are walking alone counting your footsteps, Listening to a song on radio which you dedicated them, when you are eating alone in your office cafeteria, you see the flower and you want to buy them but you don’t, you see something beautiful or something which really excites you like: a flight taking off, a rainbow across a metro track about twenty one feet above the ground or any other metropolitan landscape and immediately you want to share it with them, At night you are two peg down, And having a body ache more a heartache all you want is hug, caress and touch of that special one whom you believe does completes you, you don’t need anything more than them.Kudrat “complex creature” who wasn’t able to keep himself from falling in love with another “complex creature” Swadha. And the best was that he strongly believed despite of all the differences of, cast, creed, age and beliefs that what set of feelings he is experiencing is exactly love or more than that. But his ego made him withdraw his feelings, butterflies in his stomach when their hands touch accidently, The rush he feels when their eyes meet, the longing and special kind of pain he has developed which was caused due to her absence.. and whenever he sees her it felt like a fairy tale. As they say “just in between of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale” Kudrat in his heart felt that the fairy is found now the tale has begun.
